In response to crazy-world-of-troybrown's comment:
In response to LazarusintheSanatorium's comment:
My god do I hate white people. I wish I didn't. The whiter the person acts the more they cast blame, their own deceits, and misgivings, and shortcomings upon other people, and the less grace they have towards the rest of humanity. The more you do this, the "whiter" you act. You neither have to be white or black, man or woman, jew or gentile, to accord yourself within casting and throwing towards others such ills in such an obsessive and exceeding degree. But the more I live my life, the more I recognize time and time and time and time and time again, That the whitest acting & persons with the whitest Americana(isms) do this more than any other race, nationality, creed, gender, age, ...you name it. They are the "closest" away from grace, and decency, and selflessness, and God, and Jesus, and somehow simultaneously, they know that they are the closest TO them. These are horrible human beings and some ARE really showcasing these traits on this thread. Cast away... The worst thing about even 1 generalization...is actually using it. And dang, the more I live this life, the more I notice that the "Whiter American" you are & act- the more despicable you act like & acts are. The best part? Every single one I am refering to here views their selves in POLAR opposites... You are gleaming and glowing and beautiful, and you know it...just by castin' away. So just keep on castin' away... The thing about living in glass houses and throwing stones for THE MOST "white" Americans, is that you can... It IS doable. ALL ya need ta be is an uneventful, backboneless lackey with good insurance & connected the widest microcosmic collective of other uneventful, backboneless, lackeys with good insurance and whom cast like yourself, in the same blindly, self-justified, uprighteously & conservatively "undirtied" abhorently excessive amount....and you'll be fine.
So cast away... And keep on castin'. You ARE the untouchables. And you are ALWAYS in the right and correct. Also, you've gone through he!! and back to earn every thing, and place, and judgement, and opinion, and righteousness, and possession...and every single other thing under the Sun. You have the least faults, the least deceits, the least sins, and the least vices, and the least past errs...It is by your own work, nothing more. Keep casting... And so keep casting. And so keep on casting 'em away.
Laz I'm glad your back. Your a good dude.
I got arrested this year with an "Interference" Charge. I was doing my sungazing and Yoga before the Sun in my apartment complex parking lot when suddenly this desperate looking man ran up to me, saying, "I lost my child, I LOST my child!" Maybe 30 yo, couple years my junior in his bathing suit (obviously coming from being at the pool), and at 1st I said, "Is this guy slightly inebriated?" But the desperation from this guy was so palpable and true (he LOST...his kid), that I said to myself, "Maybe he's just slow or something...But this guy DID LOSE his KID!" Needless to say, I'm in converted Mill Apartment lofts & so I'm running around dead-ends, looking under bridges in the narrow channels of small mill rivers circling the place, going down sidestreets, under cars, over hills and in thickets around the place. 40 minutes later, after relooking by the pool once or twice, I make it back to the top of the parking lot just above the pool where the man and two women + small daughter + missing boy ("Dylan!"-I'm yelling for this 5 year old I'd never seen and don't know what he looks like all over)- original family group were located. 3-4 cops w/ their squad cars watching me crawl underneath cars (cops had showed by this pt), and I had to go up THEM to ask if this boy was found...A: "Yes." So I head down to the pool...those 3-4 cops drive off. Family there all together w/ boy and 2 cops down by pool off to the side, 1 sitting on bench, the other just standing away from the family. So I go up to the mom, her friend and dad...crying, wailing, and Mom's bleeding all over her shins from the mayhem I suppose... So I take her towel, dip it into the water and start washing off her wounds. Cops doing nothing and now I start to recognize that they're blasted...1.75l of rum on pool patio table, red dixie cups, dad slurring. So I'm giving grace to this mother and she starts to change her muttering from, "Oh my god, I'm so happy to have him back," to- "Where was he, Where WAS he?!?" -Casting her cr#p on her son...and now she starts to tetter w/ the kid in her arms... Cops still doing nothing. My feelings of grace to ma and pa- now on equal par w/ the cops. So I said, "O.k. This is done here...nabbing the jug of rum and emptying it in to the waste bin." Ma's girlfriend goes from hitting oon me to, "That's not coool." Laz: "I don't care."
Issue came when the cops came over and 1 cop decided (justly & rightly & correctly), that: "They were going to bring someone there to watch the 2 children." So I'm going to myself, 'O.k. good...Either go lenient and fine 'em w/ a summons and potentially maybe some child protective summance check-up, Or go tough and arrest them w/ soomeone watching the kids...and whatever of the same deal applying from above." But then Mr. Cop goes to the mother, "Do YOU have someone to watch the kids?" She didn't...and right then and there the cop goes, "I'm going to arrest you (the mother...and only her)."
The kids erupt and in hysterics... I'm thinkin'- 'What kinda sh-#-t is this? Either that summons thing or arrest them all, but like ya (officer) said- Find someone to watch the kids in the here and now...Arrest 'em all, or summons 'em all...But arrest 1, and leave the 2 kids w/ the other 2 drunks? Huh?'
I said this to the Officer...in much more tactful terms...Expressing over and over that "He was Right. He WAS correct... That, 'didn't he see? the 1st course of action that he presented WAS the one beginning to shore up and remedy the problem, not make it worse and complicate this chaos...it WAS the one solution. He was right.'
He would here nothing of it... Even when right...a cop canNOT have the b#lls to backtrack...for no reason save for his small meanial ego & test#s... "You want me to arrest YOU? Do YOU want me to Arrest YOU!?!" I said, "If you trully NEED to arrest me, for telling you that You- were correct...go right ahead..."
He did. Wrecked my summer. 3 court dates to have it thrown out. Parents were wrong AND cops were wrong. TOUGH lessons in life- The worst are afraid to say even when the obvious 'wolves' are wrong...while the best people oftentimes get taken advantage by 'wolves' that appear to be sheep. The BEST, have to understand that TOUGH decency- Yes even the meek looking can be wolves...yes, I CAN be decent AND tough. It's why I say from life's experiences, IF women can hit You...Then You (a man, any man) CAN indeed hit a woman back. Not complicated. The antagonist/agressor...no matter gender, age, ethnicity, nationality, appearence, size- GETS smacked back- THIS is the way towards that crazy word- Accountability...through and through. It IS the higher view towards "gender equality", even when some are still stvpid w/ this: some though, SHOULD be unaccountable porcelain dolls mindset- That is Insane.
DA and social worker at court said they could throw it out w/ a fine...because I was fighting my justness the whole way, and wouldn't back down. I asked if perhaps I could do some community service instead...to tell myself (I told this to them)- "That I actually came away with something good from this experience." They laughed (apparently they don't come across this too often). When I got up to the judge- He threw it out, with nothing. Something must've moved him.
~Anyway, ^ "Interference" charge and arrest by not just a badge wearing officer...but 1 in uni too- Shows 1 thing:
That I am NOT a "good guy."