Re: How do I get over this...?
posted at 2/5/2012 10:45 PM EST
I'm teetering. Part of me wants to just drop sports alltogether.
Forget the Celtics, forget the Pats, and purge my life of anything that could cause stress, and isn't controlled by me. But that would be difficult to do at this point, as I don't know what I'd do to fill my time.
And if/when the Pats and/or Celtics win another championship, I wouldn't be rewarded.
I honestly have no idea what to do... this is tearing me up, and my emotions are screaming at me. I don't know how to move forward, or what to do right now.
My mind is in a hundred different places, and I have things to do and places to be in the coming days and weeks, and I can't focus on those things.
See, back in 2001, 2003, and 2004, I was a fan of the Pats, and would follow them once they got to the playoffs, but aside from that, I was detatched. Sports were lesser in my life...
I have no idea what to do now... I'm just completely and utterly lost.
God, if you exist, please help me now. I need it.