Re: Retiring from the board.
posted at 3/26/2012 1:52 AM EDT
In Response to Re: Retiring from the board.
In Response to Re: Retiring from the board. : You must be new here, so I'll key ya in: When even a BDC Member I commonly disagree with is at a weak stage wherein he's getting pushed around by several other posters, I am most often THE first, to jump on that person's side in order to even this commonality of negative-picked-on mentality up. When even someone whom many consider and dub "A Troll", such as Underdogg (yet I don't and never have), is being lambasted too far, I am most often THE first, to place my own loyalties of "Patriots Fandom" aside for what I've always believed to be the far greater intent of curbing someone in the minority of "strength" of sway and say at that given moment's time, To come to their defense...because that feeling of any greater power abusing a lesser powerful force, regardless of subject or subjectee, runs so painfully deep in my persona that I actually feel I have no choice but to do otherwise. And When even someone whom I've never even ONCE seen prior on here, is at such a critical stage (as was the case of the female Indy Fan on here some time back, expressing all her doubts on continuing to stay alive 1 more second on this earth), And even the opposites of the same stvp!d creed of team-loyalty, and even the doubts of my cynicism of whether or not this call for help was in fact Real, wherein Most others began blasting such a person as making a false claim and call for attention rather than a call for help, I AM and continually will remain being, not simply THE first to place my own personal forms of disbelief on the side, but to also lower and debase my self through deliberate efforts of self-critical humour, extremely personal revelations about my own struggles and failures, Simply in the hopes that even IF I'M the one whom comes out as the judged and pathetic, and even IF that person whom I feel might be in a REAL & TRULLY troubled state, just might be in fact, sincerely on the veritable brink of doing something final and tragic to themselves. ...If it helps you further to get a more objective understanding of my take from my previous post, I'VE outted Babe personally MUCH more than once upon him crediting as factually proven hard numbered data, by going back...and checking personally...and then coming back to correct his several deliberate attempts to mislead people in the past 2 years of his regular posting on here. If it helps you out any more, I practice what I preach on here in everyday life to a FAULT: I've said this prior, the notion that "Respect is earned" is something utterly foreign to my mindset, both on here and in life...because respect is and forever WILL be granted, from moment #1, ABSOLUTELY equal to me is the family of stray cats by the dumpster out back, as is the blazing hot gypsy-looking 19 year old girl at my tanning salon, as is the disheveled homeless guy on the street, as is the guy in the tie and suit bellowing stock demands into his bluetooth while in a check-out line, or the cop demanding and usually always granted forms of all-out & extreme respect...To each and every one, they're awarded the exact same and equal amount of respect in my interractions with them to a "T". Respect is never awarded in different degrees and at different times, and differently to different types at the onset...Respect is equally granted, then won into admiration if and when I see that you have and offer qualities which uplift others and bring others along with you. Respect is lost when I see that you yourself, don't adhere to this creed whatsoever, and you spend an inordinate amount of time and energy being insincere, biased and impartial, condescending, petty & slefish- or just self-interested and petty, Loud, overbearing, overwrought, fixed & immobile... ...If it helps you, I specifically only voiced my feelings towards babe, 3 days removed from him insulting me on another thread, simply so I MYSELF would be a bit better removed based on that instance... The feelings now, as has been my most often held and taken away from those feelings based on babe's 2 years of posting, are the same...unfortunately. If it helps you throw this up on my shoulders, heap it on under this final light: 3 days ago, I had a grand total of $11 to my name (this means: "TO MY NAME"), so I spent it wisely on a veggie pocket at D'Angelou. Upon paying, and the girl asking whether I'd like to donate a dollar to The Jimmy Fund, and me expressing my poverty- Some guy waiting for his own order behind me, threw out a coupon book, giving me a ticket for a dollar off my pocket. Thanking him (3 seperate times actually...spaced out in intervals, as pathetic as that is), I sorta knew that such a kind gesture must be repaid outwardly and somehow. So on my way home, I remembered that this guy whom I had never seen prior, was standing on the off ramp exit to the highway holding a sign (I believe it said: "I just got fired, and I AM looking for work, But I have no food right now...I am hungry, but would still rather beg than ever steal). I walked through a parking lot and a field just to give him 1 of my 7 (6) remaining dollars to my name... Would you do that? Do you think based on what you've seen from babe's 1000's of comments, that he would EVER, even for a half second, even CONSIDER doing something like that...? And no, it ain't got nothing ta do with any wishes to be seen in even the smallest of greater lights.... It DOES have EVERY-thing to do, with those persons whom have continually proven in their remarks and expressions, to be loathesome human beings- whom neither want to change, or help, or uplift, or better see, or more fully see...those whom don't even see that it's even an issue, or neccessary at all. You have to have shown A HE!!-Of-Alot of negativity For ME to have given up on you. I mean, I'm blind and pretty pathetically gullible towards that sh#t...so when you fail to the point when I'm writing personal slights expressed as the above mentionables, Wow-
Posted by LazarusintheSanatorium
So, you gave one of your last $7 to some downtrodden person, but you seem to have a computer and internet access. Sounds a little fishy, oh selfless Laz.
Or maybe they just gave you an $11 meal allowance for your day out at the sanatorium. Why didn't you just ask your companion in the white suit to give the guy money.