Are they really friends? Let’s help a New York gal deal with her ex.
Q: I am recovering from a three-and-a-half-year long relationship. Seven months after our initial break, we hooked up last weekend. It was a wonderful thing, and a terrible thing. I am set back again emotionally though I understand the reasons we had - valid ones - for ending things. I, for a brief time, was sucked back into a romantic fantasy we both lived for too long. I know what we had was real and true love, flawed though it is and impossible to continue. Due to guilt I harbor over a past break-up gone sour, I feel compelled to make certain we remain friends. I thought I was doing ok with this till we hooked up again, and I realize I have to keep boundaries drawn tight and sacred now. Feeling sad and rejected all over again sucks even when you know it's the right way.
a) What are the true odds on being friends with an ex? b) How long does this take if one takes the responsible friendly route?
I know these questions don't have concrete answers, but this is all true. Hit me with some wisdom.
-- photogirl, New York
A: photogirl, sometimes we put ourselves in the position of getting rejected a few times by the same person -- just to make sure the rejection is real. Maybe you wanted to see if a one-night reprise could turn into something more. I get that.
To be honest, it doesn’t sound like you want a friendship with this guy, at least not right now. It sounds like you’re still in love with this person -- and that you want to keep the door ajar, just in case.
You’re right about the boundaries. If you know for a fact that the relationship has no hope, it’s worth cutting ties. I know it’s hard. You loved him. He loved you. But cutting ties doesn’t mean that you’ll never know him again. It just means that the honest, no-strings-attached friendship you claim to be seeking just isn’t possible within seven months of your break-up.
Try to be honest with yourself. If you’re not sure you want to end your romantic relationship with this person, you’re allowed to admit that – and to tell this person you’re not so sure you want to let go. But if you know the relationship is over, let it be – for now. Let yourself be broken up for a while without the pressure of making nice. Let yourself be miserable. You're supposed to be miserable for a while.
I can’t tell you when you’ll be ready for a friendship, but I can tell you that quite obviously, it’s too soon.
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